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2009-11-13T22:22:00.002+08:00

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Email

2009-11-12T21:13:00.002+08:00

New email's up. Damn fucked. I don't want to delete this blog and make a new one with my new google account coz I can't like import or whatever shit this blog from my old google account to the new one I just made. Should I make a new one? This blog defo have tons n tons o stuffs to remember by. I might leave it to rot or something but idk... Should I?

Right or wrong?

2009-11-10T21:03:00.003+08:00

I am human. I am human. I am human. I am human. I am human. I am human. I am human. I am human. I am human. I am human. I am human. I am human. I am human. I am human. I am human. I am human. I am human. I am human. Can you tell now? I am human.

BTW, Imma go 'HOLA!' everytime I answer the phone now. Yeap.

ELINA.

2009-11-08T01:40:00.003+08:00

Was out with Elina for the whole evening night. What is an evening night? Basically it is evening, and then night. So it's evening till night. That makes it evening night. VOILA. Just like sometwo. Not someONE, but someTWO. Coz it's not one person but two. And there ya go. Just a lil' something from my dictionary.
All we did was eat. Ok we walked, ate, walked, slacked, chatted, home.

Now give me some lemon juice.

Check this out.

2009-11-05T22:18:00.002+08:00

Cool? Still can't find it from my computer. Imma search for it soon. Or something.

Life's been so stale. But it's ok. Because I'm not that set for big life changes or something. I wanna achieve kinda like that look above. *.* Fail.

Uh.

2009-11-04T22:45:00.002+08:00

Chatting. You get some facts, you get some nonfacts. That's not even a word.
And then you remember. And then you think. And then you.. do nothing.
Or maybe you just wonder why you waste your time when you should be doing something more productive.
Productive. I use that word a lot lately. I should do something about me being doing something productive. Now that'd be productive.
Or I can just lay back and chill. It's all in the mind. What is?
You know I tweet a lot. But I don't want to blog less. But because I tweet so much there's really nothing much left for me to blog unless I repeat my tweets or something.
Structured lessons are going on and I will have to wake up early tomorrow for the test.
Yawn. My posts are getting more and more distant. As in from me. I don't post what I want to anymore when I feel like. It's not fully my thoughts. It's part of my thoughts. I've got more going on in my head than it appears so. Yeah.
I'm tired now. LITERALLY. (as in yawn.)

Ain't nothing but a thing. LULZ.

For the sake of updating. (again)

2009-11-03T21:44:00.002+08:00

The escape was funny. Like really funny. Like really really funny. Chilled a lil' with YK. Gave a sunflower to Mrs Lock. Best. Missed giving one to Mdm Tay. It was cool. Really.

Michael Jackson's This Is It would've been a very very nice concert. The rehearsals were all good and the videos and 3D stuffs were all very well done. The female guitarist is waaaay cool. Zomg seriously. And the singer with a lil' afro hair made me think about getting that kinda hair. They all look good and well prepared and everything. For a letdown. Well at least they got to see and communicate with MJ. Zomg. Awesome.

Awesome movie. Go watch. No seriously. Not a waste of 2 hours. For me at least. Just watch it.

ok bye.

yawn

2009-11-02T22:29:00.001+08:00

I don't because I know there's no point if I do and in time I won't so I don't before I will stop in the case of if I do to save time and my own heart.

School no more

2009-10-30T17:09:00.002+08:00

Today's the last day of school for the year, technically. Two extra weeks of structured lessons. But it's aight I ain't complaining. Well I've got nothing much to say cept I've been to the doctor's thrice. Wait. Four. Whatever.

Random coz I feel like it.
It's about to rain.
I tweet a lot.
I like Youtube.
I love Youtube.
I think I want to make a vidjeo.
But idk what.
Facebook emails are spamming my inbox.
I don't bother to delete 'em.
I suddenly feel hungry.
I suddenly don't trust.
I made lists on Twitter!
It's raining now.
Coz I heard it.
Meh.
Long nails on my right hand.
Short nails on my left hand.
Painted nails on my toes.
That was redundant.
I like rain.
Good reason to tell myself why I'm actually home.
I feel like going to the mall.
It's been some time since I've been to the mall.
Whistle~
I can't actually.
I really should stop.
Just read my tweets.
Coz they're cool.
Not really.
Okbai.

Time capsule

2009-10-27T18:10:00.006+08:00

What will I tell my 25 year old self? I'll try.

- Did you change your name?
- Do you have a pet?
- Do you have your own home?
- Are you any taller?
- Marriage ever crossed your mind? You're 25. Not too young, not too old.
- Do you have a boyfriend?
- Feel accomplished so far?
- Do you got a job? Or are you still studying?
- Did you regret any decisions made when you were young?
- Is it scary to be that old? Coz it sounds pretty scary.
- Still in contact with friends? For some reasons I think I know the answer to this one.
- Did you ever get braces?
- Are you still alive?
- Did you get a tattoo?
- Are you a slave for the society? Coz I certainly hope not.
- How's your haircut?
- Be honest, do you feel like you've matured somewhat?
- Do you like being matured?
- Is it as scary as I think right now to be in the adult world?
- Do you still try and keep things simple?
- Are you happy? With your life? Really?

What will you ask your +10 year old self?

Virgin Ninjas

2009-10-26T14:38:00.002+08:00

Flow of thoughts.

VN. I like the sign they did. Peace and then peace downwards. Nice job guys! Campfire seemed fun but at the same time seemed not fun. Tried some high e and low e. Something new I guess. Had been getting pounding headaches since Day 1 and my neck really ached. Wanted to kayak so I didn't tell anyone about my uneasiness. Slept in the hut for the first day and that fucking frog/toad that kept croaking kept everyone up. I listened to my ipod for awhile but then decided against it coz the night was so silent apart from that noisy amphibian. So for the first two hours of the night I kept waking up n going back to sleep. Thanks Min for the panadol. Did some high e for the first day and low e for the second day. I got kidnapped and we were really doing nothing while being kidnapped except Nutella was being passed around for the hungry ones. And I got really irritated because my headache was killing me and I had to be carried all the way back to the MPH. Sorry Min, Syara, CX, Endang for acting like a spoiled brat, but I was feeling angry for yall, not with yall. And Kailin I know I'm fat and heavy. I'll try losing some more weight. Took my temperature after low e and goddamned 38.8. But we were kayaking next after lunch. So during the kayak I felt even worse. The weather was unbearably warm. But first time kayaking, just do whatever I feel like doing. Changed boat with Perdenver, and I was with Clement. Bro. He row damn fast wtf. I was with Min and then CX and then Clement. Jumped into the sea coz the weather was too warm. It was hard to get up. Thank goodness Ain was smart and used a sorta method to get me back up on my boat. Then it was her turn, lol. After kayaking My headache got even worse. Temperature was 39.0 by then. Slept for about an hour in the sick bay or something while a teacher sponged me a little bit while playing psp. Cool. Wanted to stay for campfire but my temperature wasn't going down. Argh. Was told to go home. Teachers sent me home. Thanks teachers. The music in his car was good. Home quite soon. Immediately fell asleep on my bed. I wonder if I caught dengue fever. Hmm. Neck pain like hell. Did I mention that already? That's about all I know.

Where is this post going to?!

Camps suck

2009-10-23T02:55:00.003+08:00

First half of the day was spent with Rainer, second half of the day was spent with Elina. All for the same reason, camp. Camps. They always fail to bring across their message - teamwork. So what's the point of still having 'em? Ok, so I was still looking forward to it a few days ago. I know, what a sudden reversal of attitude towards camp. Ah shut up.

Really?

2009-10-21T19:38:00.003+08:00

I took this randomly. Yeah, I know.

Maybe my subconsciousness hasn't absorbed that. But s'well it will soon whether it likes it or not.

Now to talk about (part of) me and (part of) my (thoughts on my) emotions.
[Coz I told myself this morning that I will post about how I feel about (yada yada refer above sentence).]
If I'm happy, let me be. Give me some moments to celebrate or whatever, then bring me down when I'm calm again so at least it won't be such a major change of mood or whatever for me. I might not know what I'm doing when I'm (in) high (spirits) so don't blame me if I'm at climax point and said something to have hurt you directly or indirectly coz I wouldn't have realised what I just said. And when I'm down or sad, please leave me be. If I don't seem to 'cheer up' like you've asked me to, don't force me. If I don't respond, don't try and console me. I'd like to show how I feel and feel what I show. I'm not a robot, if you're unsure about that. I'm not always happy happy smiley smiley. I am human. HUMAN, y'all.. And if I happen to be grouchy, don't tell me things like 'sheesh what a grouch, I just asked a question' well fuck you. You've had your share of bad days, so give me mine. And no, I am not something that don't tire at all. I feel tired more than half the time. And because I do feel tired, I tend to stare off into space and just stare (duh), so don't click your fingers in front of me and go 'what are you thinking about?' coz then I'd just be downright pissed but I won't show it (again) coz I'm the robot (again). I know I'm not obliged to, but I feel the need to. I can be your listening ear and show really apt facial expressions to encourage you to go on and share your burden with me but I don't find anyone to do the same for me. And it is pretty difficult but I think I've more or less mastered the art of hiding my true thoughts and emotions (and the shits). Like I can be totally pissed off with you right now but my facial expression will be all like :D so you won't know. Coz that's the way things are around here. You can't mean what you show and show what you mean. Just as you can't say what you mean and mean what you say. That makes us all big fat liars. So who's there for me (blech again)? Your mum.

Now really, I'm not a very nice person and I don't expect you to think that I am, but if you do I've got to let it be known that I don't really mind (care), it's a (kind of) free country.

End rant. You didn't have to read that, really.

to do list, still

2009-10-20T17:16:00.002+08:00

~~1) think~~
~~2) ponder~~
~~3) decide~~
~~4) ponder~~
~~5) decide~~
~~6) think~~
9) decide
7) think
8) ponder
10) clear table

Whut

2009-10-19T01:18:00.000+08:00

It's a nice day for a white wedding.

Wedding today. Song's been stuck in my head. Garden wedding is nice.

I am tired. Ok bye.

Industrial

2009-10-15T23:33:00.003+08:00

Today's the last paper! So so glad (right, double 'so'). Hung out a lil bit with YK. We decided to go home, go online and then decide what to do for the rest of the day. In the end I joined my sis to work. Felt stupid. Thats what I hate bout working. Whatever. Then yada yada, spent some time at FEP after that. It is hard to resist buying stuffs, but I did. Till the end. It's only a bar, so no biggie.

Somehow I can't make my posts personal like before anymore. Perhaps maybe because I read some of them and thought "well, thats dumb. Any idiot would've known what you were talking about." Whatever (2nd time).

Whatever. No more exams, my arm's aching, clear table, get some sleep.

Hola

2009-10-14T20:01:00.003+08:00

Sup, it has been some time since I posted. Make this a short one. Then when the holidays are here, :: !

Exams deprived me of so much sleep! Tomorrow's the last paper, last run baby! I should still be mugging for it, but the holidays are too evident to ignore. I can't wait, I can't even sit still. Then Friday, I will (maybe) hibernate. Like.. a bear. A (some kind of) bear. I do not know what species they come in. A brown bear? Like plushies? Idk. Then it's gonna be 2010 next year. That number is pretty scary. But for now, still, I will have to figure out how to remain ~~clam~~ calm and composed throughout tomorrow's 2 hour paper and how to stop looking at the clock every 5 minutes or so.

Note to self: Clear and clean table. And that's about it.

relink

2009-10-10T14:58:00.002+08:00

@rainbowcosmiccarnage.bs

duh. thanks! (I have no idea why im posting this when people who're in here will already know my url, and those who don't won't know unless they ask me. meh..)

Sweets

2009-10-08T20:04:00.003+08:00

Why is it that when I do have the time to post, I can't think of anything to post; and when I've got no time to post, I can think up of a thousand and one things to post about. Now talking bout the exams. So far, so not good not bad. Like that's about it.

Can anyone tag 'blue cheese' or 'blackburries' so I know that my blog isn't as dead as I think it is? Thanks, luv ya.

2009-10-02T20:48:00.005+08:00

Not for now at least.

P.S: I want a hairstyle that shouts. Nope not hairdo. Hairstyle.

World

2009-09-28T21:27:00.002+08:00

The world would be so much more of a happier place if only. If only if if if only. IIffffff only. It'd never happen else we're not humans. Conclude: Humans aren't the greatest of all. Giraffes are radical. - Cade. Elephants ftw. - Cuiying. ESAD. - YK. I've got to start studying. - Cuiying. Why am I still typing. - Cuiying.

"This is my quote." - Cuiying.

Sundays suck.

2009-09-27T14:33:00.002+08:00

I hate Sundays. Don't ask me why. I just do. Nothing ever happens on Sunday.
Exams. Then after this EOY, I'll be freer than ever, then next year's gonna be hell.
Go on go on, think of the long run. So WORK!

WHUT

2009-09-25T23:30:00.005+08:00

OBVIOUSLY, I camwhored. All in the same top throughout. LMAO. Do not ask me about it.

Friday

2009-09-25T19:16:00.002+08:00

Friday, I'm not tired. I took a nap. And now it's like 7 something pm. And I don't really want to do anything. Maybe lie on the bed and read some old mags. Then fall asleep till tomorrow comes. But I know I've gotta get started on studying. So maybe I'll lie on the bed and read some textbooks instead. Then fall asleep till tomorrow comes. Meh, I'll just do what I deem fit.

random thoughts

2009-09-23T21:25:00.009+08:00

YK's dream is defo scary.
Pretending, I totally saw through that.
Imma kill Zachary. You asshole!
Mingyang is sharing thoughts that I agree with.
Rach's like oh the bus is here.
Half asleep is like half drunk. For me at least.
Wait.
And then wait again.
Fall asleep.
Sigh.

Bye!

700th post

2009-09-21T13:21:00.007+08:00

Sup, finger!

Phobia 2 was scary, but somehow I feel like I've seen worse. Idk. Mega failed, Coke light please. :( And then I suck at pool. Though I almost pwned FLJY. ALMOST... Then L4D was a-ok. I was eileeeeen(: (no idea if I got the number of e's right) for about two hours. I just have to stop shooting ourselves and start shooting the zombies instead. Then before you know it, t'was past 11. Time flies, pigs don't! Can't think of anything else random to say. Cept Jiayi types slowly. ::

Happy birthday Jasper.

2009-09-20T02:31:00.002+08:00

Skip this part
4 plus, left, met, traveled, met, talked, hi, decide, dilemma, decided, walked, walked, walked, ate, ate, bloated, pics, pics, funny, joke, laugh, pics, cotton candy, cotton candy, cotton candy, pics, laugh, laugh, left, talk, talk, decisions, decided, security guard, laugh, joke, walk, walk, see, bought, walk, lighted, happy bday, walk walk, train, where's Thomas, talk, Youtube, ShayCarl, Katilette, SxePhil, Free hugs, decide, walk, walk, walk, decide, sit, water, walk, cab, cabby, talkative, lame, a lil' funny, home.

Start here
Twas funny! A lil confusing. And funny. In more than one sense. Thus the more than one funny. I am about to mention Jiayi. JIAYI. Done. Coz he said to mention him. d:

Goodnight.

Hey, you there.

2009-09-19T00:48:00.003+08:00

CharlieP vid song stuck in my head right now. Hey, you there. Hey, you there you there.

I find it amazing that I can walk for such long distances without realising and not feel tired. Howssat.

Maths test, I stayed unbelievably freakin calm, did my work and drew my graph real slowly, and managed to at least TRY all questions. Well now that that's done, on to those mock exams that likes to mock at you after u're done with it. Not literally.

MIN! 5 years + more and (L) too ;) put up with me being lame aight. d:

Oh

2009-09-16T18:57:00.002+08:00

You know what? I haven't been blogging. I might stop blogging for some time now. Until I feel like it. When something cool happens to me. Or just when I feel like it. Or when.. something cool happens to me. I know I mentioned.

If you oughtta know you will know. If you aren't you won't. So don't push it.
Some are the best, some just aren't.
I like totally know what YK was telling me coz I'm already getting it.
It's about 7pm.
I have important things to do right now. I'm pretending. In fact.
I've got nothing better to do. Or maybe I do.
This post feels so uncertain.
I am uncertain.

See ya.

Defi of defo????

2009-09-12T00:30:00.002+08:00

Morning was Bio and the rest was Vivo. So many familiar faces.
Defo need more Zs.

Finally

2009-09-11T00:45:00.002+08:00

I finally got my glasses fixed and my hair done. That's all I've gotta say. For now.

New realisationS.

2009-09-09T19:18:00.003+08:00

Today I realise that -
There is practice at the time practice starts.
I was late for an hour but nobody really cared since the song's so easy.
Jade loves boobs.
Rainer loves boobs.
Michelle loves boobs.
Rosaline loves boobs.
I haven't execute my revenge on Jade (and will probably fail).
Jade has 4 missing teeth.
Jade has something shiny on her teeth.
I can't force people to eat potato chips.
Only Jade ate potato chips.
Rainer caved in to temptation (potato chips).
Not everyone likes potato chips.
But certainly like random kids on the streets.
I haven't had a proper meal for the last 24 something hours.
I don't feel hungry.
Sharon's 'Thats what she said!'
The exams are nearer than I thought.
It's better late than never.
I'm getting slightly irritated.
This is taking too long.
This is kinda freaky.
I've got to start mugging asap.
I know I won't.
Late nights really equals to pimples.
The holidays are ending soon.
It's already almost the third quarter of the year.
I don't have a good proper listener.
Coz nobody's true enough.

Eh eh?

_/

2009-09-07T21:49:00.005+08:00

Just coz I have nothing to say. Just coz everything that I have to tell is only kept to myself. And a lil' with Min. And YK. Just coz I feel like it.

what.......

2009-09-05T02:36:00.002+08:00

"So quiet..... So so so so quiet. And then, BHAM. Nothing."

Hi, my name Cuiying. Hows you? I can do freestyle! Who am I kidding. I can do cartwheel! That's more like it. I can be random! I can be really lame. And right now, I've got nothing better to do. Decided to update my blog a lil' bit. I feel like this is a bonfire about to die out and I throw some kind of stuff in it and the fire gets bigger and more alive or something. Like some wizard. Idk.

Goodnight and I'll see you in the morning. Then we'll go hi and we'll shake hands and be friends. Then we'll see each other again.
Goodnight.

FANTASTIQUE

2009-09-03T21:30:00.002+08:00

This was how my hair was when I just woke up few days ago. Only lasts for 1 hour or so, though.

Today we had the bio thing and we had our very own fingerprints on our very own shot glasses. COOL OR WHAT. Then we did other things that biotech (or something) people do. I felt like a true blue scientist. *cough* Xiyun's best for a lab partner.
School was pretty shit. AMaths test was wtf. I know that I won't pass, so I don't expect much and won't be too disappointed coz I really tried although I was really half asleep. At least I passed my Physics test! So boo ya.
I am now stuck. I don't know if I'm happy or disappointed or sad or grateful or worried or what. Maybe a mixture of everything. As always. I can't be too sure, but I know that I can never feel only one exact emotion at a time.
Tomorrow's the last day of the term. Then it'll be term 4 and the EOYs. DARN.

Luck.

truest <3

2009-08-31T20:33:00.004+08:00

Overview shit. Ya don't hafta read this. Coz it's not proper.

Performance in school was hell. For me at least. I couldn't stop shivering. I have no idea why. My knees kept wobbling and I bet it's so visible. Overall we did pretty well. But well. Took some pics with graduated seniors. Then went out of school with CX and the rest, under her umbrella, coz it was raining, duh. Thanks for the shelter!

Met up. Them are tha bomb. Things never change! me, atifah, arina, yasmin, racheln, valerie, nic, lester, eugene. I saw atifah lester nic n eugene. Then arina came. Then Rachn and Val. they were so quiet. Esp val! I bought sugar cane and eugene n lester was eating chicken rice (again) and they remembered the mixture I dared to drink last year. They still didn't drink any. And then Yasmin arrived! Then we took some time to decide where to go. In the end we went to the whatever garden that was pretty cool coz it made time pass and made us all laugh. Then Atifah Min and Rachn went home tgt and Val n Arina went home together. I was left with the boys. Then after doing nth for a while Nic went to meet his girl and me eugene n lester walked. and walked and walked to eugene's Lakeshore then walked through his lakeshore and lester n me walked n talked n reached n parted. So thaz bout it with how I would say it out in a proper conversation, as in face to face. Coz i cant be bothered to construct proper sentence atm. coz my brain likes to be like that now.

ok, enough. P.S Nic is botak.

Truth

2009-08-30T01:37:00.002+08:00

I'll try and start. Turns out I've always been right about my assumptions. I kept 'em to myself coz I wasn't too sure, but yno now I know so there ya go! the ugly truth about the ugly ones. Note: I'm not implying that I'm best. Refer one of previous archives, cant be bothered to find it or explain coz it's stupid to keep repeating myself to remind. Well if you're true thats cool. If you're not, I can't do much. Can run can't hide, always. Too bad I'm forgetful. But this time I'll try and remember. And maintain emotions. And attitude towards things coz I know I'm doing good. I say I'm taking things negatively, I'm seeing people doing it worse. Positively towards themselves but negatively towards others. Blinded by your self centered ness. Once again I'm not saying that I'm best. I won't repeat. You know I'll know someday.

Some issues say SO much about things and people, don't it?

New mission.

2009-08-29T00:58:00.001+08:00

Stuffs.

Meghan

2009-08-26T21:22:00.001+08:00

"

What If...
Every day was treated like a new beginning?

Where grudges, bitterness, unforgiveness, and worries died the moment your head hit the pillow. And at the time you had awaken to a new morning your mind would be renewed, not lacking knowledge or wisdom from the past, but building on what has been made from prior situations and circumstances.

Each person you'd come into contact with you'd treat like it had been the first time you'd met them and your first impression persona was at the top of it's game. Being kind, loving, unconditional in terms of your friendship in how things are done to show thanks. What if, we did things without having presumptuous intentions of wanting to be thanked for what we had done.

What if, we shared our gifts just out of love and never had the expectations of wanting to be loved in return, because we had the reassurance of knowing we're already loved regardless of what we do.

What if, our confidence was placed in something bigger then ourselves so that our dreams weren't limited to our own fears and insecurities.

What if, believing was reality?

"

NO RAIN!

2009-08-23T21:17:00.002+08:00

I managed to get what I've wanted to get yesterday. Today, I did not manage to do what I want to do. Cuiying you fail man, you fail. And you just gotta learn it the hard way, don't you? We'll see.

RAIN!

2009-08-23T01:29:00.003+08:00

I finally managed to get stuffs I've been wanting to get!!!!!111 (FTW pee pole!)

It's pouring.

TGIF

2009-08-21T21:53:00.003+08:00

I love the weekends.

Young at heart, if you get my drift

2009-08-20T21:46:00.002+08:00

If you'd like to think that I'm referring to you, you can do so coz no one's stopping you. - Serves as a reminder.

I love some of my friends tons, seriously. If you'd like to think that I'm referring to you, you can do so coz no one's stopping you.
People, stay healthy please. Physically, AND mentally. Don't go all crazy and start being dumb. If you'd like to think that I'm referring to you, you can do so coz no one's stopping you.
Get a life. If you'd like to think that I'm referring to you, you can do so coz no one's stopping you.
You know this nonsense is getting pretty out of hand. This isn't a campaign race or shat. You can say that you're the biggest winner now, but who's the real champion? If you'd like to think that I'm referring to you, you can do so coz no one's stopping you.
I can be like "thats childish" and you'll be like "like you're mature" God, when i say something it don't always mean that I'm the opposite of what I'm saying. Dumb fuck. If you'd like to think that I'm referring to you, you can do so coz no one's stopping you.
You can't have the cake and eat it too. If you'd like to think that I'm referring to you, you can do so coz no one's stopping you.
You don't throw away your old money everytime you earn more money - Cuiying. If you'd like to think that I'm referring to you, you can do so coz no one's stopping you.
You are Primary 4 (not to be taken literally). If you'd like to think that I'm referring to you, you can do so coz no one's stopping you.
You can ask who I'm referring to, I'd tell! Even if you're the one. ;P If you'd like to think that I'm referring to you, you can do so coz no one's stopping you.
You can be all that and more, you aren't. If you'd like to think that I'm referring to you, you can do so coz no one's stopping you.
You can try to whatever me in one of your 'soulful' posts, but who's gonna care. Ans: your mum. If you'd like to think that I'm referring to you, you can do so coz no one's stopping you.
I'm migrating, coz I've been born in the wrong country, biatch. If you'd like to think that I'm referring to you, you're hell fucking stupid.

I've been thinking about things. My thoughts are processing so quickly I can't catch them all properly. Like a Pokemon ball does.

Llma llma Andrew

2009-08-17T20:30:00.002+08:00

Can't wait to use my waterproof cam tomoz! HKO, I was interested in the beginning, then got uninterested. Twitter's finally alright! Homework undone and Chemistry sucks. Can't wait for Saturday! Hoping the plans don't change.

Yno what, fuck this. that's it. No more.

Youtube

2009-08-15T22:38:00.004+08:00

I love Youtube! Today was a whole day of lazing around doing nth much.

Comic-con?

2009-08-14T21:53:00.003+08:00

Man oh man. no comic con! Big disappointment in more ways than one, i won't keep that a secret.

2009-08-13T20:49:00.002+08:00

Err.. Aliens invasion..

Every post (hopefully) from now onwards, I'll post a pic from Thailand. Some are funny some are unfunny.

Today was cross country. Totally worn out. Eat shite. Stamina's getting dumb. Go to hell. I'm never gonna be a runner in future, HAHA. Like I'd want to be, huh..

I'm mad tired now and I don't know if I'll be able to complete any homework tonight. Is there any? Goodnight.

Thailand

2009-08-11T21:19:00.002+08:00

Thailand was fun and very friendly. I haven't gotten around to uploading stuffs yet, shucks I haven't even gotten around to unpacking all my stuffs. Will post and everything about that trip when I finally upload the stuffs. Pictures, videos and whatever. Caves, mountains, elephants, cows, monks, bargains, Thailand is cool and full of life and the people are funny too. So for now, I'm going to sleep.

Coz Twitter is down (for me at least)

2009-08-07T13:21:00.000+08:00

Thanks.

Twitter

2009-08-06T22:07:00.003+08:00

I CAN'T GO IN TO TWITTER! :(

I haven't packed for tomorrow and tomorrow still. I feel so unaccomplished, like there's something that needs to be done and I haven't done it yet. Twitter(heart) is making it worse for me.

It's been some time since I did quizzes like this!

2009-08-04T16:21:00.003+08:00

1. Are you single or attached?
Single.

2.Do you have a person you like?
I think so!

3. What is the name of the person that you're in love with?
initials are omg. ok im kidding.

4. if the person you love and your mum dropped into the sea,who will you save?
prolly myself first!

5.Have you ever hugged someone before?
Yes.

6. Do you love your parents?
Yes.

7.Will you hug the one you love?
Yes.

8.Are you willing to do anything for your boyfriend/girlfriend?
not anything.

9Are you jealous now?
Nope.

10.Who is the last person that messaged you?
yk hahaha

11. Who is your clique?
"My top girl(s)" too! and boy(s).

12.Do you want babies in future?
idk.

13.Do you prefer Macdonald,KFC,Long John Sliver,Burger King or coffee shop?
maggie mee. HEH, kidding.

14.Do you sniff glue?
No.

15.Do you smoke?
No.

16.If your boyfriend/girlfriend is a 2-timer,what will you do?
Kick him where he's most vulnerable, what else?

17. Which CCA are you in now?
CO.

18.If you're rich, what'll you do?
Spend my money of coz

19.If the one you're in love with, held your hand, what'll you do?
Hold it too I guess. what can I do :o

20. If the one you love, reject you, what'll you do?
say 'HAHA U WERE PRANKED DUDE'

21.What is your favourite cartoon character/s?
OMG SAME AS YASMIN. PPG!

22.Friendship or Love?
Love (not ONLY bgr)

23.Cookie monster or Elmo?
Cookie monster coz Elmo's getting boring.

24.do you use laptop or computer?
computer.

25.Do you like lollipop?
sometimes.

26.Do you have a diary?
Yes, the ones I don't update. Is my blog counted, tho?

27.There's an admirer of yours and he won't die heart, what'll you do?
Is he a freak/stalker? If not then maybe we can hang out a lil' bit. HM..

28.If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she wants to break, what'll you do?
If you insist, not a loss cause for me!

29. Are you blur?
least of the time (opp. of 'most of the time')

30.If you can have your hair dyed, what colour do you want it to be?
Lighter than my current hair colour!

31. Who is the last person you chatted in your MSN?
Appearing offline.

32.How many boys/girls have you beaten before?
Beaten? how about box. HEH..

33.If your boyfriend/girlfriend don't love you anymore, what'll you do?
Break up, what else?

34. What school are you in?
Hong Kah secondary school

To do quiz;

Do it AT UR FREE WILL!

epic fail again

2009-08-03T17:49:00.005+08:00

First things first - Happy Birthday Ziyan. :)

And now comes my rant.

I came up with a whole list of fails and deleted that whole chunk of words. Leaving this out.
-"But most importantly, appreciation fail."

Why can't we all learn to appreciate? Efforts not gone to waste but wasn't to my advantage. Still did it for the goodness of others. To me that IS a sacrifice, and if it isn't to you, what is? And being helpful isn't ALL that good. No need for petty little actions, just come right up to me and we can talk.
And what's up with everybody assuming that I'm talking about them when I'm not? It's fucking getting on my nerves. Fuck off and get a fucking life for real!

Mother fuckers.

Coffee Caffeine

2009-08-02T20:00:00.003+08:00

Went to the Chinese Orchestra Concert thing last night. I freakin' got lost and had to walk for a bloody long time in my shoes definitely not made for walking. Made it in the end by asking for directions. At one point I gave up, hopped into a cab, told the driver 'NAFA Campus 3', he didn't know where, I got out of the cab, walked a few steps and VOILA, NAFA Campus 3. What the fuck?
Missed the first performance but went in after that. It was pretty good, as expected. Went around Bugis a lil' bit. Then met my mum at JE interchange and we cabbed home.
A fucking douchebag who was at the taxi stand but not in the queue went to the cab before the girl in front of us, and the girl was like 'eh?!' and my mum like said HELLO, you are cutting the queue. and he was like HELLO, I was here before you and I even saw you walking towards here. And the girl was like never mind and she got into the next cab and the douchebag like stared for a lil bit and then left the taxi for us to get into. He should learn to queue up properly. But not bad, I must say. He didn't bang the cab door or quickly get into the cab so we won't get that cab. He just walked away. HM...

Today was a whole day of lazing (with a lil' bit of excitement in the morning. Ruined the next few hours). Tomorrow's school again. What's new?

x o

don't

2009-07-31T22:53:00.006+08:00

I took it from inside a bus. I like the sorta size comparison between the car and the Singapore Flyer (Darren: no that's a ferris wheel).

I just cut my own hair and look pretty normal coz I've had bangs before many times and I just got tired of my long fringe. And it's the month that I start wearing contacts. Sorta new old look/old new look. Lol wait, wha...?

Haven't had the time to study properly. I can't really manage my time well and I don't really follow schedules much so I don't bother making time tables for myself at home when I ALREADY have a timetable for school. Life sure is tough.

Keep singing coz I know I haven't done anything to my advantage today so I'll continue disadvantaging myself and not study for today. Warped idea heh.

Solo.

2009-07-29T20:35:00.004+08:00

Totally hating the Maths Fest project. I can't do it and I don't have much time to do it. As free as I appear to be, I'm pretty busy. I'm not a very IT savvy person, and I can't fix many problems on the computer. Enough about that. Sucker.

School was like that. Some bimbo tryin' so hard to be a bitch. FAIL.

See

2009-07-27T21:39:00.003+08:00

SEEING IS BELIEVING. I know you know he knows she knows we all know what. worddddd.

I can do it I can do it I can do it I can do it without you

Management?

2009-07-26T22:17:00.005+08:00

How DID I manage last year? How DO I manage now? I'll have to start somewhen, but when? Somehow but how? Why are people being such a wuss about these kinda things. It's not like I'll start hating you for doing what's right. Funny how things are going. Kill yourself loser. I'll need some help starting, and it's always easier said than done. I know that. And I know more than I let on. It's easy to hide and mislead. You don't know anything.
Always so pretentious

Aight

2009-07-25T23:33:00.003+08:00

Some thinking. Some observation. Some douches.

Basically hung out with Perdenver Yanhong Vixson Jianzhe Clement and lastly (literally) Sharon today. Dread Monday!

Littlest things

2009-07-23T21:55:00.002+08:00

Small things that can change your day.

Few mornings back I woke up groggily and prepared for school. Pressed the button for the lift and it took some time for it to come down to my floor from the previous floor. Then I saw what caused it - someone had his bike up and he was in there with big specs. So I went in feeling tired and suddenly he says "Good morning!" so cheerfully. Being the 'I-dislike-talking-in-lifts-coz-it's-gonna-be-awkward-and-I-know-it' kind of person, I was a lil' surprised and said 'oh, good morning.' then awkward silence as the lift descends to level 1. However, that somehow brightened my day.
Then today when I was approaching the lift, I saw someone else walking towards the lift too. I reached first and waited for her. She was all like 'ugh forget it' and walked slowly towards the lift but when she saw me waiting for her she was like 'oh, thank u! :D' and I was like 'ure welcome!'

Moral, don't be a douche and hold the lift for others. And be nice to others and don't chase them out of anywhere when not necessary.

Flower Power

2009-07-21T20:03:00.004+08:00

Heya.

School was school. I almost passed out after the maths test. was walking to the toilet and could see the sides going black then black spots fading in and out and the sun made me stand unstably for a while. i still love the sun. too bad, thing-that-makes-u-faint, i didn't faint. but then i felt like puking. so thing-that-makes-u-faint won half the battle. don't know what caused the faint thing. coz my lips felt as if they were bloodless, i ate lots of bitter gourd during dinner a few minutes ago. delicious, but then again might be coz im hungry. lost 2kg coz i was sick for the whole of last week and didn't eat as much as i do normally. i don't want to gain the 2kg back but im sure as hell will, judging from how much im already eating when im only just 3/4 recovered. Eclipse tomorrow (literally).

stay healthy.
x w a t c h t h e e c l i p s e t o m o r r o w o

Yeah that.

2009-07-17T13:31:00.000+08:00

What's the point, really.

Spin

2009-07-15T17:40:00.002+08:00

Cough cough and a few more times. My head's been spinning everytime I open my eyes. Food in bed and meds that "May cause drowsiness" do cause drowsiness after all. Highest temp. hit is 39.1 degrees celcius but I've had a higher temperature before. Once a few years back I got 40 degrees celcius, no shit, it's true.

Doc gave me the wrong dates for my MC. Idc really. And I'm going back to bed. Probably coming back online tonight again.

Fever all through the night

2009-07-13T22:18:00.005+08:00

Outline. (One paragraph coz I can't be bothered with the enter key)

(You may skip this chunk of words)
Went to school as per normal today. Can't blame me! Was feeling alright in the am. Then started getting headaches. Took my temperature about an hour later and it increased significantly. What does significantly signify? Idk. Idc. Just saying it for the heck of saying it. Then took again 45 mins later and it increased again. Zomg I was freaking out. Then it was PE so I ran 2.4km. Body ached and could feel my lungs hurting. Obviously I failed miserably. I was disappointed to tears, literally. Then my eyes started hurting. So did my body, still. Then I sat in the sun to watch the boys run. Perdenver = mad. Shaowei = HEEYY!!! Many many more. I feel so depressed and pathetic looking at them run. They didn't seem as tired as I was. Some told me it might be because I was sick. But idk if I was sick at that time. Probably, coz I had a bit of a cough and flu. The wind was cold, but the Sun's heat was unbearable. Thought it was a nice day to be running, I was damn wrong. Sometimes I needed the help of the fence to stable myself. I thought "Fuck, am I'm getting old or something?" Then we had our late recess and my heartbeat rate didn't decrease to my normal speed. My headache was still bad and Mr Shao told me to walk around coz the blood's all rushed to my head. So I did what I was told. Couldn't feel any difference and still had that headache. EL was like that and I still had that headache even during the break after EL. We got that break again coz some haven't eaten. Took my temperature again and it increased. I won't say significantly coz this time it doesn't seem appropriate. Yk was like 'omg Ms Ow (points to me with my thermometer my my mouth)' She was like 'You ok?' I'm like 'Yeah.' The few of us added new branches(wtf) to our family line. Darren's still the mum. Perdenver's the long lost dad. Jo's the younger bro (ftw coz I'm always the youngest) Yanhong's the maid Jiajun's the paternal granddad and Sebest's the maternal grandad. Sharon's the older sis and Rach's identity is messed up. Sis-in-law or cousin? Then it was Bio and I took my temperature again and it rose like hell. Asked my mum and she told me to go home right away. Told teacher and she touched my forehead and said 'yeah you're quite hot'. I had to contain my laughter coz I'm lame like that. Took my bag and left. I probably passed my illness to Sharon and Rach and YK and those that I had close contact with. Omg, my apologies. Usual procedure, mum and dad came, went to the clinic, mum and dad had to get something to eat, then home. Slept the whole evening away and will be sleeping again soon. Got online and am informed that family line is screwed. Per divorced Darren coz Darren had too any affairs, Yanhong quit as the maid coz he realised that he's richer than who he's working for, Rach suddenly is the prata shop something something, Rach bought the prata shop from Tarek, Darren's with Shaowei(?), what else?!

(You may start reading from here)
Thanks to those who were genuinely concerned for me. Especially Xiyun! You're the best. Always there for the needy. ;) Thanks to those who were making fun of me in my mask too. You know deep down you still care. :) HAHAHA <-couldn't resist typing this out.

hope you're all well (more than I am)
x o

Sunday.

2009-07-12T15:11:00.002+08:00

Out with YK yesterday. Then when I got home my dad told me to go out with him to get some furniture. He had MJ's songs blasting in his car. Was freezing in the car coz it was raining outside too. Chose some furniture, and went to some place for dinner!

And today, I'm bored home. It's so freakin sunny and bright.

S'weet?

2009-07-10T21:02:00.004+08:00

While doing our maths test today, I heard MJ's Billie Jean being played some classes away. Some people started 'tsking' while I was bobbing my head to the music while trying to concentrate on the test paper.

People say life have its ups and downs. I reckon mine's at its down right now. If I manage to pass my maths paper, I'd say it's gonna go up from there, hopefully!

I might've been given birth to at the wrong century. Ever had that thought before?

hope ure all well
x x

don't know shit and a big fig.

2009-07-09T21:11:00.006+08:00

u don't ever come and bullshit with me coz u know nothing. i know more than i let off. no bimbo shit u gna find, no sire. just that bimbo shit is easy and useful. like how they say 'u can't trust no one but yourself'. the world is so full of bullshitters and when you think that you've seen 'em all, they come back in different forms again and again and the next one's always worse. no shite about that and im still learning.

School. or more?

2009-07-07T20:12:00.002+08:00

Ever feel like doing something you've always wanted to do, then decide that you will do it today, but did not in the end for various reason?
I know, right. Like how understanding can someone be. -wink-

That aside. Everything's being cancelled for H1N1, or as Sharon('s brother) calls it, 'Hini'. Every everything. From the anticipated Beijing trip, to the Sec 3 camp (being postponed) to the Okto thing that was supposed to be happening yesterday. Knew it'd be a lousy year.

Have been reading interesting novels lately. Borrowing them from dear Xiyun, who seems to bring a different book every day. Interesting ones, that is.

Now I will do what I don't do best, but will have to do because it's all I ever know how to do and is expected to do. Studying, what were you thinking?

x x x o

ELINA.

2009-07-06T00:59:00.003+08:00

Yea, my act cute pose. HAHA.

DRAGGED Elina out today. Elina, admit it wasn't as awkward as you thought it'd be. Right right right. ;)

Happy Youth Day to all youths and youths at heart.
x o x x x

Spoiled or ignorant?

2009-07-03T22:43:00.004+08:00

Kids nowadays are so spoiled. Straight to the point.

I was outside the library today and this fat kid (i kinda dislike him) came up to me and talked some shite any other 10 year old would talk about. I know he's 10 and he's 40kg, btw. Then I don't know why he said "I'm rich." I'm like "wtf" so I told him "hey you can't go around telling people that you're rich. There are people that might take your wallet and run away" The fact that he was holding his wallet openly proved my point that that will happen to him anytime. Then he said "I have Visa card!" I'm like "he don't get the point. Try again" so I said "you also can't tell people that you have visa card or they will take it!" then he said that his bank account has a thousand dollars. So I told him "you cannot tell people that you have a lot of money because they will take your money!" then he said "i like to go shopping with my friends also" I'm like "what do you buy?" curiosity yno. he said "minitoons all those lor" i said "you can't tell people that you are rich, you have a visa card or you like to go shopping. If not they will take your money and run away! now got recession some more." Then he said "what?" so i said "now the economy is not good. the world is at financial crisis (anyhow)" he gave me a confused look then turned and played with his friend instead.

What............ So maybe he's not interested in such stuffs, but he could at least learn to keep his mouth shut about his wealth shite or people will rob him. I threatened him with "i will tell your principal if you don't say sorry" at some point and he did, LOL. 10 years old and still so easy to fool. My cousin's 10 going to 11 and he's somewhat sensible IMHO. At least more sensible than fat rich (or not) kid. Fat kid even asked if I was rich. I chose not to answer at all. How does he define rich? I can say that I have a dollar and still am rich. Different people have different type of riches, no? No wonder fat kid's so fat and nearly my weight. Btw there's this other frackin' k2 kid who demands me to swing him on the 'hammock'. Sucha bitch.

Then around evening the fat kid played with other kids on the 'hammock'. Nice jokes, guys. Rachel, chief. So inappropriate. But the kids were supplying us with the jokes, we weren't waiting for jokes, they came naturally and sometimes we don't even have to converse to know what each other are thinking. And btw again, when in the mall, ice cream = major fail.

Moral: You should teach your young kids about what is going on in the world. No matter how old they are, you should try to explain in a way that they can understand what is going on etc. And they should learn to keep their mouth shut about being rich or not.

hope you're all well.
xx

Quiet.

2009-07-02T20:47:00.003+08:00

I am so cut out from the world. I go to school. I come home. I watch tv. I sleep. I wake up use the computer and I sleep. Sometimes I don't talk at all when I reach home.
Amazingly (or not), my mum and dad just got home. They bought tons of food. How my mum always find out that I don't eat dinner I have no idea. Nice mum. Or maybe I'm just a lousy liar.

Who runs my life?????///
xx

Skype FTW

2009-07-01T23:52:00.002+08:00

SKYPE FTW

Dad.

2009-06-30T21:48:00.003+08:00

My dad helped me to fix my computer. Yay.

Even when I haven't posted for about two days, I don't see anything to post about.

Life sucks when school's reopened.

No.

Bye

x

P.S: it's really inconvenient when my computer is down or something for one or two days. I feel messed up or something............

P.P.S: R.I.P Billy Mays. I only found out now. Why is everybody leaving?

Too quiet.

2009-06-28T13:35:00.004+08:00

My blog's been too quiet.
Eating breakfast cereal in the pm.
With a whole lota milka.

Yesterday.
I went to the AYG preview opening ceremony.
Then I went home.
Then I wanted to catch Drag Me To Hell.
Then we couldn't check the timing coz the website wasn't loading.
So we just went ahead to Vivo.
Turns out the movie starts at 11.50pm.
Deciding deciding.
Let's play pool.
Reached and it was 11.20pm.
Deciding deciding.
Let's just have some supper.
Oops, wrong train.
Reached, let's go Mac.
Fries fries and more fries.
Not forgetting burnt cinnamon melts.
Mac delivery!
Cab home.
In other words, yesterday was an epic fail.

Tomorrow's gonna suck much, huh.
x

R.I.P

2009-06-26T10:44:00.002+08:00

R.I.P to Ed McMahon, Farrah Fawcett and Michael Jackson.
Ed McMahon was supposed to introduce Farrah Fawcett and MJ in the Tonight Show, but he passed away. Then Farrah Fawcett and MJ passed away. What a dying week and sad week that is.
At least Jeff Goldblum is alive and his death is only a rumour.

My condolences to their families.

I just have to say this.

2009-06-25T12:16:00.003+08:00

There's only two real days of hols left, for me at least coz my weekends don't count. I've been losing track of the days for this month. Time flies when you're having fun. Sucks. Hate the way here works. So I told myself an hour ago that if I complete everything by today, I will reward myself tomorrow. Idk, by going mad or something, but I will try. Luck. After every homework done, I'll note 'em down and give myself a little treat, maybe grab a snack or youtube for a while.

oh yeah and btw, i've fixed the problem at the archives part, so booyeah loser.
x

Some things in life you don't need.

2009-06-23T21:55:00.002+08:00

Sometimes when people say something, you believe and convince yourself that it is in fact true. But sometimes, you don't know the truest of it. Gotta ask yourself and keep giving yourself those reality checks like 'what for?' or 'do I have to?'

Fuck brainless idiot.

ECP.

2009-06-22T22:35:00.002+08:00

7KM X2 YA'LL HAHAHAHAHA. I swear I almost died and arrived back last.

Pictures up here: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=84838&id=548602511&l=dab8f0e0ac

I won't post much coz I'm gna eat my pizza now. FOOOOOD.

Don't starve.
xx

Short

2009-06-20T22:58:00.004+08:00

Yesterday me rach sharon n sherman went the the SG flyer. Here's some pictures.

Today me yanhong sherman chilled out at the library then BK then Haagen Dazs. Here's some pictures.

Take care and happy early daddy's day to all dads! How're yall gna celebrate tomorrow with ur dads?
xo

My view on plus-sized models?

2009-06-20T00:14:00.004+08:00

So I wanted to submit this entry to a contest that caught my eye about 3 hours ago, but because out of habit for not reading the T&Cs, I didn't realise (although I should've) that there were certain conditions (e.g age) that I couldn't fulfil. So I guess I'll just post it here! I chose the topic "What are your views on plus-sized models?" and so goes my train of thoughts.

"Boys go gaga over tall, slim and pretty models while girls envy other 'It' girls. When we mention 'model', the first image that comes to people's minds are as mentioned - tall, slim, pretty. Not many would give a thought to plus-sized girls.

Come off it already. It is, after all the 21st century where change is constant. What's more, we have already heard of super thin models being banned from runways in certain countries, no? Not only tall and slim girls need some fashion advice and watch the television showing the runway, plus-sized girls need advices and are watching the television too. But why must 'beautiful girls' be associated with tall, slim and pretty? There are, as we all have heard of before, two types of beauty. One is outer beauty and the other, inner.

And so what if some girls are tall, slim and pretty? They may not have what it takes to be a model. Whereas some plus-sized girls who look healthy, radiant and confident show that they do have what it takes to be a model. Which brings us to what every top model have - Confidence.

It is not a must to be tall, slim and pretty to walk on the runway. All you need is some confidence. As long as you think you look great in whatever outfit you're wearing, you don't have to be afraid of negative comments passed off at the slip of a tongue. Tall, slim and pretty girls are often chosen to model because they are supposed to 'look better' in designers' designs when compared to normal sized or plus-sized girls wearing them. That is not always true because I have seen plus-sized build girls wear the same outfit as slim-build girls but look nicer in the outfit.

If literally every single model is tall, slim and pretty, and if super thin models are still allowed to walk on the runway in the long run, then the future would be bleak with kids trying to starve themselves or vomiting whatever they eat in account of trying to look like their favourite pop stars or models. Then people will start dying of starvation when there is still tons of food being passed around. If plus-sized models are plenty, then when kids turn on the tv, they do not have to worry about their size and can have favourite plus-sized pop stars or models and when they try to be like them, they don't have to starve themselves or puke in the toilet all the time. But then again, they might gorge down food to look like their favourite models. Hmm..

Maybe we should talk about average girl-next-door models."

YEAH I KNOW. WHATEVER RIGHT. Well, I'm just saying!

Shall post about SG Flyer tomorrow because it's getting pretty late.
Stay well and healthy and fun and funny!
xx

Again.

2009-06-18T14:08:00.003+08:00

Whats up.
Nothing.

Nyways been spending time at home nowadays. Somehow I'll never be able to find time to complete my homework even when I'm home the whole day. It's pretty weird. Today I will try and complete one or two assignments. I will succeed. You betcha arse I will.

Peace out
xx

Neglected.

2009-06-16T12:48:00.004+08:00

Dear blog,
and facebook and twitter and youtube. I have been neglecting you. I'm so so sorry. :(

I feel dumb saying that.
Nyways, I haven't updated my blog for two days now. Sunday because nothing happened and I didn't feel like doing anything (again), yesterday because I had no time to, obviously.
So yesterday chalet happened. (refer Sharon's blog at http://backyard-dreams.blogspot.com for info, she about covered the whole day's process.)

That's about it. My youtube hasn't been going so well. Prolly coz it's shite (yes it is). Vids are for keepsake. Take it or leave it.
Off to the dentist later on.

Love yall and
xo

P.S: Check this out http://www.flickr.com/photos/nuffnangsg/page1/

Singapore's First Blogger's Flash Mob by Nuffnang

2009-06-13T23:15:00.009+08:00

Joined the Singapore's First Bloggers Flash Mob by Nuffnang! We had to dance to our Ipods somewhere near Heeren.

So I didn't know about it at first, until SHERMAN came and squeal about it to me in msn. So I asked the rest if they could go. Turned out only Jonas could go, so we three met up in JE interchange and traveled there.

Went to Heeren's and saw a bunch of people at the field area. Got the idea that they were sorta the FlashMob people, so we went to take a look. Then this guy came and said 'Can I take a picture of you all?' What was funny is that Jo and Sherm were in a kinda state of shock I think, so I said OK! Took our photos and told us that it'll be on some public website or something. Then he went off taking other people's photos. He came back a little while later and asked us to join the Flash Mob, then explained what it was all about coz I didn't know. So then I thought 'hey that's pretty fun' and told them to join. Contemplated a while and then we joined! We made a new friend named Sonia or something like that. Sorry can't really get her name right coz my mind was pretty much in a state of frenzy. Then we met Simone and her friend Joel. They are all cool people I swear. I feel bad for not hanging out with them a lil' longer. So we did the Flash Mob and danced to our Ipods and PJs for two minutes. I didn't bring my PJs coz it was a last minute sign up thing. It was pretty cool. Then we gathered back at secret hide out then went back to gather at the field. Took some pictures here and there. Shouted 'Singapore River Festival' a few times, and found a cellphone. Returned it to the owner and she looked so thankful. Hey, no prob man. :) Had our dinner and from then on, FML. Went home after walking around for some time. Took the 51 minutes ride. Signboard is a liar! Didn't even take 45 minutes.

Now I am hungry (again) and tired and my face skin in gonna peel from yesterday's WWW. I know, disgusting. Feels the same way too.
And the phone is ringing.

Hope you're all well and well protected from the H1N1 Swine Influenza flu virus viral pandemic shit!
xo

P.S: I hope the nuffnang advertisement works.

Bore

2009-06-11T19:01:00.002+08:00

Today, sucked. FML

Wonder how tomorrow will turn out.

CCA day camp.

2009-06-10T21:24:00.004+08:00

Nothing.

Pictures up on Facebook check 'em out coz since a picture speaks a thousand words, you do the math.

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=82315&id=548602511&l=52c5dd0cc6

Hope yall havin' fun in this frickin dumb holiday.
x

HAHAHA.

2009-06-09T18:12:00.002+08:00

I JUST LAUGHED HYSTERICALLY. HONESTLY. I MEAN CMON. HAHAHAHAHA.
Sheesh.

So I'm lovin' NTUC or Fairprice or whatever now. Trolleys are teh bomb yall.

School tomorrow from morning till evening! OMG. Gonna be so bloody tired. Then Thursday school again. Frickin' hope it's the last remedial lesson. Then ETP the week after. YESSAH WOOT finally after waiting for sucha long time!

Life is lookin' on the bright side again!

Glasses

2009-06-08T22:48:00.004+08:00

Samurai (kill rach with protractor)

Morning was school and failure of skipping class. HAHA. HAHAHA. Quite funny actually. Things you do when you're bored and at the back of the class where no one bothers to turn and check out. Hilariosity.

Chose new glasses today. Getting it only few days to a week later. It's nice! Just plain black framed actually. My eyesight did not worsen. Good.

Busy busy day tomorrow. Film too, sorta vloggity vlog? Ok so maybe not. Just want something on my uchoob yanno!

Ok I'm off.
x

Sunday.

2009-06-07T20:41:00.001+08:00

Sunday home all day. Woohoo. Great fun.
Rewatching Youtube Live 08 again. I feel retarded. Waiting for the time to pass. Ah well.

Shall have a vid up soon.
xo

Fuck boring Saturdays.

2009-06-06T14:36:00.003+08:00

Staying home for the whole Saturday. Life is great.
New youtube account up and runnin'.
Sucks coz everything is gone and you hafta redo everything. It's pretty tedious.
Resigned to staying home the whole day.

x

yno

2009-06-05T21:47:00.002+08:00

Today suckass. FML

FYL too. Just kidding.
x

sooo...

2009-06-04T22:00:00.003+08:00

so far my holidays are shit. no one wants to go out. whats the point of having a holiday, yanno.
idc but my hols must MUST include going to the theme park, water park, beach, any swimming pool. whats 4 days in a month? one in a week hows that? no? fine.
okay...

hope yall having fun.
xo

bugs.

2009-06-03T20:09:00.003+08:00

bugs suck. get lost!!!!!!!

get away get away get away.

yall rock for making my blog quiet as it seem.
xoxo

Nothingness.

2009-06-02T22:04:00.004+08:00

I don't feel like doing anything. Staring at the wall's fine with me. I'm hungry but I don't feel like getting food coz I don't want to get off my not so comfortable chair. I don't even want to lie on my bed coz I don't really wanta move much, just my fingers dancing on my keyboard.

I need something to happen and to happen right now.

xx

chillin out at the mall.

2009-06-01T20:16:00.003+08:00

Summarising the day, walked, ate, walked, drank, movie, home. All happened in the mall.

Fuckin' screwed up hair all in tangles fuckit fuckit fuckit.

Wish yall and my hair well.
xo

Fossil.

2009-05-31T22:15:00.006+08:00

Yay me yay me I finally got my wallet heheheheh. Worth the trip, satisfied with it.

Mum forced me to buy assessment books. Not that I will do it. Waste of her money, no idea why she's willing to spend it when she knows that I won't do it. Claims that sis will force me to complete, ok we'll see and I'll try.

I loike!

xx

Clarke Quay

2009-05-30T23:12:00.003+08:00

Went to Clarke Quay just now. Can't upload the pictures because the card reader is with my mum. Pshhh. The only thing I looked forward to was uploading the pictures. Now this post is gonna be so stupid because this is all I'm going to say.
Oh well.

deal.

2009-05-29T20:23:00.002+08:00

My dad made a deal with me. If I can get good results for my eoy exams, he'll buy for me a notebook. I wished for a macbook, but he had to say 'sony is possible' instead of being happy like he expected me to, i went :o. then i said apple? he said it's too expensive. if i worked hard but didn't do too well but still showed signs of improvement, he'll buy for me any electronic device that costs less than a thousand. might be a camera, a new phone or whatever. im thinking of a flip mino now. wheeooh! i have a computer, a notebook is quite redundant, no? but i still will get good results for the sake of myself. thats how the dinner went.

Ha.

2009-05-29T16:03:00.004+08:00

I think I should use these given templates forever. It's so easy to use and modify!

Parents Teachers Meeting today. Not too bad. My grades suck. I'm bubbly and responsive. Heheheheh.

Holidays are in.
hope you're all well. xoxo

Last day of school.

2009-05-28T22:25:00.003+08:00

Nothing much happened. I don't know what to say. I just feel like blogging. Ok. So my bag was so heavy today when going home. The weather is sooo hot. I think imma get heatstroke. I got a pounding headache when I was home. Some mofo kept messaging me asking me nonsense. Look, if you're so desperate to know anything, don't ask me. Ask him yourself. Don't bitch bout him to me, coz I can't laugh when I'm having a headache coz my head will ache even more. Fell asleep and woke up during dinner time. As usual after every afternoon nap I get grouchy. So now I'm starving coz I didn't eat when I was in my grouchy mood. Coz that's just me. Coz I'm singing. And I get the lyrics mixed up coz I can't type and sing at the same time. Try it, it's quite tough. I think I'm going to watch tv.
xx

like like like

2009-05-27T20:09:00.002+08:00

I seem to say 'like' a lot when I speak. Y'know, like, like that.
I'm soooooo glad that I broke the news bout my screwed up results to my dad. Now its my mum. Can't be tmth, huh huh huh. Sure hope so.

Nothing interesting happened except for Mrs Lee's surprise farewell (or not) party. Absolutely hilarious. Released few minutes earlier from Maths Class and went back to form class to decorate the classroom. It was done in a rush and really very funny. I didn't know what to do so I went around and did a lil' of this and a lil' of that. Then threw party poppers to some people. Positioned ourselves at the door and waited for the beautifool (or not) teacher to come. We hear some screaming from the outside most prolly from Perdenver caused by Mrs Lee. Then she comes in and the party poppers popped. Mine failed. Why can't I ever pop a party popper properly. I only managed to pop mine about 5 minutes later and some of the confetti landed on the cake. Cut the cake and I took a piece. Then I ate Sharon's cake. Then I ate the extra piece. Then I realised how much I actually like to eat cake. Whole class talked a bit with Mrs Lee. Then the whole class went outside to take photo with Mrs Lee. Like that's about it for the party.

It's getting late. Homework.
xo

egoistical ahole.

2009-05-26T21:33:00.003+08:00

stfu bitch ure not as great as u think.

get real, you're nothing more than a loser who's five years older than we are. nothing else.