Even though I seem to 'play punk', I know and I am always sure of whatever I do. Even if some disagrees, I can't be bothered to emphasize much. I am sure and I am proud of what kind of a person I am. I am human. Human makes mistakes at times. Humans are rash at times. Some humans tend to not think before they do whatever they do. I tend to do that often. I am, after all, a human. Humans should be given chances, although too many chances is bad. But not even one chance was presented. How am I supposed to face up to those assholes again? How am I even suppose to talk to them like I do to others? How do I even look at them? People might not know what the heck I'm actually talking about. I was just thinking before I wrote this whole junk of crap. Other people's problems. They always seem to be so easily solved. Their problems are always so minor. My problems. They always seem to be so hard to forget. Always so major. It always causes a stir around people around me. Perhaps that's what I do best. Creating problems. But that's just the way I am. Just without the big problems, my life would be perfect. Yes, I can even live with the smaller problems. What's life being so perfectly 'clean'? No point in living, isn't it? It's a rhetorical question. I don't expect answers. Reason being I don't care how people think of how I think. I am what I am, I do what I do, I say what I say, I react however I react. Whatever the case is, who cares. And who knows? I might become ultra famous one day in one way or the other, and you might be begging me for an autograph. :)

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