Life.

Back to normal? I really really hope so. So all the worrying can be put aside, then I can concentrate on things I want to do. For example, STUDY! Sounds ridiculous, but I can do it. I just don't want to fail my Chinese. It's really disgustingly (?) pulling down my overall results. I don't want to fail. I want to show them what I can do. I want to be a good student, FOR REAL. I feel like such a big disappointment to anybody now.

F*cking buck up, nothing is impossible and you know that you believe it. (That was for me.)

I hate to give myself corny prep talks, but because I may not know it, I might need it. (Interpret.)

Bye, I'm off to start on my latest fad (note: fad), revising.