230908, i love you.

Happy 5th months, dear! <3

(although today wasn't spent well because you were busy or something.)

Now I've got to get some things off my chest. Rant about how I hate otwa so much. Decode if you are guilty.
I dnot lkie otwa. Its the wesor scasl taht eerv hepaepnd to me. Shgcignme scasl, shgcignme snmid. Im not uoprd to be in tihs scasl. In fcat, Im qiuet mahsdea. Wtih the eotcpxien of smoe, I htae all. otwa may be the stsametr scasl, but olny alaceiacdmy. Ohetr asera, scuk. otwa skcus. Baniry for meaxs and weprrpsoka etc, but taltloy usclesesl to ohetr asera. Tihs scasl is rnoibg and dbmu. Tehy sdenp tiehr yrea sbitoganga aonyne esle tehy dnot lkie. Its the wsrot scasl of all. Not a vrey ogdo evrtnemtnino to sdtuy in. In fcat, tihs shoclo sckus. I htae lfie hree. Edrvoyeby is sslfeih and jsut wntas to sretvei for hesetvsmls. Tehy dnot konw ahyntnig aobtu twarmkoe. Cnat keep scserte. Cnat lcaobrtloae at all. Olny wntas to get in odgo wtih the etahrces. Bcioekorlst. Skupucs. Teahrecs ptes. Fnie, I can paly taht gmae too. Olny it inst my frvutaoie bcsuae its spuitd. Spuitd lkie you. Id retahr be in twottwo, bcsuae at lsaet the oeplpe are mcuh ncire, and not as shgcignme as the bhtcyes in otwa. I konw Ive dnoe owrgn, and I konw I dfiyenteil wnot be in the bset sclsa aeronmey, but I wlil siltl try. I sugse Ill lnad in bpalorby threec. Skcus, asbceue tehn my rpnaest wluod be so pdtnsiepoiad. But asbceue tihs scsla cnat ceorteoeap. Silesfh and olny wnats to praoyryt a dogo igame of tevslmehes to the thareces. Why lvie lfie for yuor aterecsh. Lvie lfie for yusfoefrl. I htae tihs ctuonry so dman mcuh. I htae tihs lfie. If I cnat tkae it aryonme I mgith jdut end it semaody. Ill go czray Ill go mad. I htae ertneivhyg.

Pfft, f this.

PS I love you Barnabas!