BECAUSE.

Because of her, my relationship with my parents deteriorate.
Because of her, my relationship with my eldest sister deteriorate.
Because of her, my relationship with boyf became quite distant.
Because of her, I give the wrong image to my parents.
Because of her, I become a liar.
Because of her, I slacken in many of my work.
Because of her, I am not a good person.
Because of her, that f*cking b*tch.
Man, she'd better keep her promise to fix the goddamn camera. I don't know what else to do.

I've broken down alot recently. But I recover fast. MAINLY BECAUSE SHE'S SO SELFISH. I don't want to hate her, no. But factors are making me. Her boyfriend, herself, her attitude, her character, her making me a SCAPEGOAT. I tell you, she should not be staying at home right now. How I wish she at that time wasn't given a chance. Because if so, I wouldn't be treated like this, like dirt now. I feel mentally abused. Let me lead a humanly life.

Life's hard for me, good for you, b*tch.