For real, please no.

DELETED THAT ENTRY.
Thank goodness I found out. Or else I'd have landed myself in hot soup for nothing again.

My late late very late resolution is to stop fooling around, stop being such a stubborn b*tch, start doing what I'm supposed to do, and to do well for this EOY and to start mugging from today onwards. Do well for this EOY so my parents won't have to worry for me, so I can do my parents proud, so I can prove to people that I can do well for anything that I've put effort in, so I can be respected again, so I can gain back what I've lost, so I can deserve what I want, so I can have an easy life next time, and so I can prove to myself that I do love studying, in a way or another. I do love my parents, don't get me wrong when you've been hearing me complain about them frequently. I'm trying to love my life. Yes I am.

I live to love, and I love to live. (I know this has no link to this post, but I just felt like typing this out.)