HAPPY 6 MONTHS.
It (my thoughts) goes like this.
Still going, but strong enough to survive? I wouldn't know. Maybe he would know.
But still.. Let's hope we go on longer. Although we don't even seem to be together at all now. It's not a nice 5 and 6 months.
You were the longest, am I the problem? I wouldn't know. How would I know, because we don't speak as much now. Right.
I don't know what has happened. What seem to be the problem. I try to think that we are still like what we used to be, but it didn't happen.
No, I don't usually like to post such a post like this. Reminds me of emo wrist slashing, black shirt thick eyeliner under the eyes people.
I just had to get my thoughts out of my chest. What exactly is on your mind? Is it because of me? Or you? Or your results today?
Why here and there. So many questions I can't answer. I can't even think excuses to deceive myself.
My reasons have all become weirder and weirder. My explanations I don't dare to think about. People poisoning my brain.
Words I hear people say, thoughts they tell me. Telling me or asking me anything.
'Are they still together?/What happened to them?' Fcuk. I can't answer those questions.
'Oh no we're fine like normal./Oh we are drifting apart and idk what will happen to us anytime soon.' What?
I don't think I like to be as straight forward in this kind of situation.
What is wrong with us. It's already 6 months. Can we ever go on to 7?
So tell me.
We're not gonna survive long, are we?
But still.. Let's hope we go on longer. Although we don't even seem to be together at all now. It's not a nice 5 and 6 months.
You were the longest, am I the problem? I wouldn't know. How would I know, because we don't speak as much now. Right.
I don't know what has happened. What seem to be the problem. I try to think that we are still like what we used to be, but it didn't happen.
No, I don't usually like to post such a post like this. Reminds me of emo wrist slashing, black shirt thick eyeliner under the eyes people.
I just had to get my thoughts out of my chest. What exactly is on your mind? Is it because of me? Or you? Or your results today?
Why here and there. So many questions I can't answer. I can't even think excuses to deceive myself.
My reasons have all become weirder and weirder. My explanations I don't dare to think about. People poisoning my brain.
Words I hear people say, thoughts they tell me. Telling me or asking me anything.
'Are they still together?/What happened to them?' Fcuk. I can't answer those questions.
'Oh no we're fine like normal./Oh we are drifting apart and idk what will happen to us anytime soon.' What?
I don't think I like to be as straight forward in this kind of situation.
What is wrong with us. It's already 6 months. Can we ever go on to 7?
So tell me.
We're not gonna survive long, are we?
Despite, <3
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