It's not insomnia.

Slept pretty darn late yesterday. Couldn't tell, but I know that all was quiet. Maybe it was 3 plus or 4am. I managed to complete 3 books. I did not have much to do while waiting. I almost freezed to death and I refuse to wear another shirt until my wait was fruitful some way or another. All that I was waiting for was a message. A 'lol' would've been ok because at least I know. -Empty- I woke up several times after I fell asleep. I remember looking at the time in my handphone on my palm. Couldn't put it down. Lying down on the bed staring at nothing. Think. And here comes the time when I think again. Then my handphone vibrated and I woke up, only to find myself lying down in a very weird position, because I couldn't sleep well. The time was 9.17am. I was so pissed off. It was a friend of mine. I replied a 3 line message with a 'kay'. Soz. I was so expectant, but it was a real big fat disappointment. I thought it was only 7am. Then I finally gave up sleeping and woke up soon after. Didn't have any mood to do anything, so I just washed up and used the computer.

Maybe it's me. I've gone wrong. Fuck the holidays. Maybe I should freeze to death.