Things I never thought of.

Please ignore the face. Look at the damned scenery.

I looked at a certain soft toy and wonder if the giver had chosen it wholeheartedly and then gave it to me. I looked at a certain mug and wonder if the giver gave it to me for the sake of giving. I looked at a certain cap and wonder if the giver really remembered or expected something back in return. I looked at a certain music disc and wondered if the giver gave it to me to feel not guilty. I looked at a certain novel and wondered if the giver gave it to me so as to keep up the reputation of being a giver and not a taker. I looked at a certain pillow and wonder if the giver gave it to me to avoid being called selfish. I looked at a certain remark from a teacher and tried to read between the lines. I looked at a certain bag and wondered whether it broke the giver's heart to buy such an expensive one. I looked at a conversation and wondered wth was going on. I looked at my handphone and went blank with no emotions.

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