503 post.

Sorry for the fuck face, I just found this randomly again. I miss the holidays too much.

I didn't think I'll ever say this in any of my post but still 'SIGHHHHHHHHH'.

Forever giving me problems. No wonder I feel so old! I couldn't wait to be back. Now, I can't wait to be out. Out as in PERMANENTLY. Of course in a good way. I'll be patient and wait. I'll try hard anyways. Never will I ever o: ever. ever. ever. Taking xg's advice. I'll at least try and be :l for the whole year round. And next year of course. Being like :D is just a waste of energy because the next day will be :( or D:< so theres really not much point. Still :l is the best. New resolution. It's still early this year. Always be :l and :l and :l. Never o: unless necessary. Really, there's really no point. Keeping a low profile from now onwards. I mean not as o: as last time, I guess. Just be whats expected. What a great society to be in. 'Just fit in' seems to be the motto. You all do that easily but not me. I've got to try. Maybe just a few will get what the creeps I'm trying to say. I don't bloody care. As long as I get everything out. This will not be enough! Anything and everything only time will tell. That's the second greatest enemy I have now. Creepers. I find theres not much of a point to rant on. I swear I'm going crazy.

Craps I just remembered, I keep forgetting to ask about. Bloody geesh!
And.. I still MSIS BKAMDNWE. Please oh please stop torturing me with.. never minddddd.

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