Fall back, story of you biatch, or maybe not.

I'm starting to hate going to CO more and more and more and more and.. you get the idea.

I hate hypocrites I'm telling ya. I hate people who ain't serious when they are supposed to be serious. I hate selfish self centered self etc etc assholes. I hate fakes. I hate you fucking copy cat. Yes yes yes.

Every single lesson everything happens the same way, same routine. Laying around not doing anything, like some extra idiot just being there, LIKE A WALL IN FACT! Yeah that's what. Well breathing and talking that's for sure I tell ya. What's a practice without practicing. Yeah, well some have extra.. I'm not saying this out of anything. Wait, now I can't say it. They get to progress of course pretty fast. Yes yes yes. So the rest of us just watch and.. gawk at the supremely talented terrifically fast extra hardworking brilliantly clever nice innocent damn pro best uh? Then get all what.. 'envious', just because we can't learn better... NOT? Some may not have the talent, but at least WERE willing to try. Not anymore. I didn't even mean 'YOU DIDN'T TEACH'. I said 'I HAD NOTHING TO LEARN'. Bloody hell, don't misinterpret my words. So some learn faster, but what's the point of being fast when there's nothing to be fast at. Some slower ones just try to stay in front la, you know. Bloody.. No wonder that face previously. So we chitter chatter all the time like some socializing club. Fed up already, that's what. So.. it's either this or that. Imma do it my way, or I do what's expected of me, to fucking fall back. Maybe, I don't know. I made the wrong choice from the beginning. I shouldn't have made the choice because of this factor, instead I should've chosen what I liked. Like sucks lah, BIATCH! I have so much more to say.

OH YEAH, always remember my :l ! Never forget, never forget, never forget.