Happy New Year.

My eyes are open, but my bangs are too long!

The last day and everything seemed to become SO FUCKING CLEAR. Now I know, I know!
But anyway, the last day of 2008.

Met up with Huang Bee Bee in Pasir Ris and finally got my septum done. Probably going to redo it because not so satisfied with it, but I'll see first. Desmond came and we three went back to JP. Met up with Ziting and Hengqi. Then met up with Corrina and Lueee too. Slacked in the toilet for some time, then went out and walked around JP. Met and saw some people here and there. Then Zoe came along somehow. Went our seperate ways soon, Corrina and Lueee going to BL, Zoe going to Taman, and the rest to Batok to look for Hengqi's friend. Saw people outside the bus and people inside the bus otw to Batok.

Reached and walked to another bus stop and bus-ed to Vivo with Hengqi's friends. Many people there at Vivo. Waited for idk what and Hengqi became pek chek with her friends and seperated. Walked around until it was quite dark. Sat down, stood up, walked some more, took some pictures. Huang Bee Bee's slippers spoil and he bought a new one. Saw many people also, and said Happy New Year here and there with Huang Bee Bee. Managed to turn my ring in. Thanks also to Huang Bee Bee. Then traveled to Marina Square and funny la. Thanks to them for putting up with my fucking spoiled mood and temper because I was really pissed. Then met up with Cheryl, her stead, Sandra, her stead(I think), Gladys, Jovan/Javan (Can't remember which name), what Kun (?), a guy from my school, Shannon. bloody, my memory really failing. I don't know if there's anymore because I can't remember. Was already tired then.

Went to Marina Bay. isit? Huang Bee Bee left soon after and the way he informed me was by shouting 'CUIYING! WE GO HOME ALREADY! BYEBYE!' Bloody, the whole world knows my name now. -.- Went into the crowd and tried to go all the way front. Was pushed to the barrier and mofo, i fucking screamed because the damed barrier thing is metal and my body is pushed into it. Bloody crowd! So many bangla also. Thanks to policeman who help me to shout 'stop pushing this lady here!' After 1 min I told Ziting 'The police called me lady' ._. Formed some chain thing and walked all way in. Funny people. Then U turned because the police said so. Way back was similar and bloody hell, my new slippers are going to be spoiled soon. Watched from the road instead and makes no difference actually. Went back to the MRT and still had to rush and squeeze here and there. Board the MRT, alighted at Lakeside and saw people I know again.

Seperated with Ziting and Hengqi. Thanks to them for taking care of me quite a lot at the crowd too! Went into Cheers first to get two bottle of drinks although I know I can't finish them but I was really desperate for water. Then cabbed home alone. The uncle was so friendly! Although it was already maybe nearly 2am+? He was still so cheerful and asked how I celebrated my New Year! Was hoping to have to pay less but he didn't offer. -.- Saw my father's car and he was still inside. Knocked on his door and he came out. The cab uncle waved to me when he drived pass us. So friendly, but no discount for me. ._. I reached home the earliest. Should have asked some people out to meet me and slack a while first! My father had the party hat and the sort of party whistle. Bloody hell cool. -.- I was so hungry and I cooked instant noodles for myself. Slept at around 4 plus even though I reached home the earliest. Bloody tired now! And I've realised that I say the word 'bloody' quite often now.

I doubt too much, trust too much, know too much, done too much, ate too much during 2008. 2009 will be the year where I try to be perfect and when I continue to hope that I am able to do what I deem fit. Dream on, asshole.