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Tuesday, April 7, 2009

am getting this overwhelming feeling of patheticness if there is such a thing at all.

my title. have been typing that everywhere! its feels like life's a bitch. such a ditch. nothing made sense. everything goes around the opposite way! fuck yeah, hell to this. trust me, i like being a kid, but i like having my life too. i feel dead. inside. so everyday i drag my dead body to school. in my loose socks n very damaged and spoiled shoes. carrying my very heavy bag. with my funny hair that wont co operate. my very very tired mind. i really admire my sister. eldest sister. her life seems so easy. she goes through school so easily from what i see. breezing through each levels. 'levels' with the ' and the '. and now she has landed herself in some university. shitty shit. i feel so pathetic slogging through every day with nothing to look forward to, no motivation, no excitement, no fun. yes yes, 'BLACK HOLE' just to quote.

P.S: check the meaning of admire because i realised that people are using the word admire wrongly. how dumb can people get, honestly. admire does not mean crush or infatuation or any lovey dovey shit. it means looking up to or to wonder about. ask smarterchild if u must. or plain go to dictionary.com. shit whats wrong with me. OR JUST CHECK THE GODDAMNED DICTIONARY.

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